hahah

 

hahahahhahahhaha

 

reminds me of my key that babe made me..

but mine is better

because its so cold in my house! =(
"my warm comfy bed..." hahhaah your so funny.

im closing tomorrow....
im stuck with the bitchy manager.

that is what i did all day.

ohhhh me =(

major studying this weekend! hopefully i dont work.

 

im like a few hours early but omg i think its so crazy how christmas is right around the corner!

fuckkkk! i need to save money. like badly! =(

but happy 1st of the month! you know what today is.. ahhh! im so happy about it. yay =)

eventhough its dying down, i still have faith.

tillys videos

since they play this song so many times in tillys, its now stuck in my head.

im so excited that i have the starbucks refillable cup with a christmas straw but not excited about my health.
omg, what am i thinking. im an addict and its seriously not good.
fuckkk, im scared to check myself now. if i do have diabetes, im literally gonna cry.

2 months till 2 years O:
shocking

blehhh

thinking about it makes me sad because i have a feeling that its going to fall apart..
but im still optimistic??

"actually not even your love i need"

:O
:O
:O

"what you can get me, is another girlfriend"

-your so mean

omg, i think im gonna camp out for parking at gmall... -___- its gonna be sooo hard to find parking.

 

im thinking of getting these style of gloves...

oh the joy of winter fashion  =3

 

i wanna get a tattoo =(

i guess it can wait for a lil longer.

awww, babe actually texted me goodnight love you.
aint that a first.
i just had those giggly moments. =P

work was good today..
it was busy for me for the fitting rooms
i had my nice manager today woo! and nice coworkers! woo!
lol e.t. scared me while folding... =P
im looking forward to black friday only because its busy so i can actually do something...
and i get 8 hours so more money! yay! time to save that money for christmas shopping..
i didnt go to math today =S im sorry, math, i failed u once again! =/
tell me why this bitch calls me and say "monica u had a shift from 11-3 call me back and tell me why u didnt come."
bitchhhhhhh, i already talked to e.t. how i couldnt make my shift. i hope u dont become a store manager manager.
or u need to like leave this store and go somewhere else. u fit in on the almaden tillys, white girlll
i think i did okay on my psyche exam.. hopefully i actually did good. omg pleaseeeee! i need to pass that class.

study

so barnes and noble was again unsuccessful.
i couldnt get a table with an outlet.
laptop was dead so i couldnt see my study guide
young couple hella talking. well the girl was. as if i needed to hear your convo.
"you writing is soo niceeee! *giggle*
really?! u didnt know that before??
so now im home.. but actually im done doing my study guide but now i have to study it!
-___-
i should of done this earlier.. this shows the lack of my motivation & laziness plus i have to read it now.. and now i cant read it

look at my horrible writing.
=/ goodluck on my test.
now as of math test tomorrow..

i already know that im failing.. i shouldnt be even showing up to class...
i stoped turning in the math hw and group work.
i missed two quizes.
math test  as of tomorrow im bombing..

"you cant ignore ppl, u have to talk to them"

work was horrible in the beginning..
i had to go and talk to the customers... BOO!
most of the customers said just looking and want to be bothered alone with attitude..
ughh! yeah i really dont want to talk to you either ok

and then another manager comes and talk to me and give me a tour of everything.. how to look for shoes. how to open the sunglasses case.. but it was tooo much info that i was going insane..
and i ended up folding clothes!
oh thank god!
but it hurted my back
work tomorrow!
UGHHH!
im not one of those ppl who look forwarded to go to work. -____- im not stuck with the fun co-workers..
i notice that im always with all four of my managers. and only one is semi-nice. -__-

"shes hot shes beautiful, shes fucken hot!

>=( really?!?

so i want to study but im not motivated... =( instead im like this

and i want starbucks but i need to nmake sure i even have money on my card.

 

cant wait!!!!

lightning..... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

did some shopping today.. but i still wasnt satisfied because i wanted shirts from zumiez... but i didnt get any. portraits today was actually funny. wasnt planned but we totally all kesha'd out. haha. our clothes were trashy. but the photos turned out good!

wait, thats it.. omg, this is disappointing..

hahaha. oh me.. tsk tsk tsk.

im not sad about it.. im accepting it now..

im listening to violin music...
idk why but its soothing right now.

>=(      
hmmmmmmmmmmm!

im soooo cold! =( need my cuddle buddy asap.
ohh baby got in an accident. =( i hope hes ok..

im freaken hungry as fuckk... and heard mogos is here... BOOOOOOO! no money.
i got "hired" but i dont work. ooOOOoo.. this is bullshit. i hope that frys gets me...
i know its a stable job and they work around your schedule..but training is one week straight from 9-5
holy shit! a week of school missed!! i dont know..
maybe.

omg.. im getting stressed again..
i have a feeling that my registraion date is last again...
wtf, why counselor.. why?!?!
and math... poor you. i havent gone recently or i left after break..
i mean your nice mo but your really boring and the ppl there are boring. no one is soical. everyone is freaken dead in there and not to mention there only like what? 15 of us? -___-
if i have to retake you again... fine.. but i feel dumb. my transcript looks like a lazy quitter.

talk about awkward.

i feel weird already.
i was walking to class, my brother had to drop me off where the smoke kids are..
so i walked passed those typical asian group smokers.
i kinda hear someone "hey you know that girl.."
i wasnt bothered because i didnt think they were talking about me..
then all of a sudden i hear ppl running so i was thinking they were late to class. then i hear someone " youre in general psyche right?"
i thought about it for a second and then i realized someone was talking to me.
turned and there were two guys. "your in the general psyche class right?"
me: "uhhh yeah??"
guy: "ohhhhh... im ________ nice to meet you." (forgot his name)
me: ":monica"
guy: "hahaah dang your monica too"
guy: "i see you sometimes blah blah blah dont remember..
me: "ummm i sit in the back??"
guy: "ill see you around"
his friend walked in but that guy didnt walk in the class...
and after class i didnt even see him around.
i dont even think he goes in this class... omg do i have a stalker O_o
and now im in the library and when u sit down i look to my right and i see this couple doing the "talk"
but when i looked they both looked at me..
i feel so weird now -___-
am i like dreaming?

brother is in here brainstorming on his painting ideas...
which makes me think that i need to start painting.. -___- i already know i dont have time or im lazy.. maybe tomorrow. hah not..

jealous???? more like...

kinda... i mean thats disgusting...

this or that

so im considering on going to frys...
i gotta make options.. try new things.
.. ughh but at the same time i just dont wanna like quit.. i just started.. =/ but havent started with actually work.
i dont want them to fire or see me as a bad person, but at the same time i dont really care what they think.
its either this or that...
lets ask the 8-ball.
answer: go for it.
lol wow, i am going for it.

snip snip

i should get my hair trimmed this weekend.. maybe.

 

i like her hair..

raymond's boyfriend is nice..  lets hope they will stay together. idk... we'll see.
should i consider working for frys?? hmmm, is it worth it?
i know theyll gave me hours... i dont know about pay though..
hmmm, im gonna ask opinions.. but fast.

focus focus focus....

i have to focus on my studies. no lie. math today sucked because i dont know what the hell is going on.
and i have two midterms the same day!! WTF!!
omg.. no going out this weekend. major studying. im going to cut myself out of the social network. well duhh! so im planning on going to borders this weekend, or somewhere else.

"mmmmm, look at my food"

i mean yeah its fine to post pics of like your food and saying its good and all, but if you do it so many times... like compulsively... it gets annoying. yes, arlin.. ooOoo your a good photographer, we get that... joey, yess we know you can cook but you dont ahve to take a pic of every meal you make. so lets slow it down on the food pics shall we?

omg thank god that was a call in. phewwwwwwwwwww! and i thought i was going to be late for the first day of work. thank you, i know your warning me to think way before. time management is a must!

 

how i felt after the call. ughh!

 

i think this is very clever... same as i love you. 3 words, 8 letters... wow..

 

free tacos at jack in the box!! ahhh!

 

hahaha, this is like the face we do, but we do it way betterrr!

 

im gonna miss my glee today because of work! -___- <^> eff you work!

"i want you to take over control, take over control, take ta ta take over control, plug it in and turn and turn me on!"

                                               -afrojack ft. eva simons


i gotta admit, im not into my brothers annoying rave song right now, but this song was stuck in my head.

" My arms get cold

In February air
Please don't lose hold of me out there...

There ...
There...
February air, air...
And i know this place like the back of my hand"

                          - lights 

this song makes me mellow, and think about you..
and its a plus because our anniversary is on February. 

i know things are being different day by day but im still being optimistic on us.
and today was a good night.
thanks for the massage, i really needed it.
i hope things get better. progress. imrovement...
<3

"hello how are you?!"

tillys is effin lame.
all about sales blah blah blah. 
i hope these 3 months of this will go fast. fuck the money... im not that desperate to have some.
i need to focus on math. -___- fuckk i never turned it my homeworks.
and once again.. i have no one to hang with.

 

ooOOoo new blosspot ^___^

weee, i just want to have one to myself and start new.