so basically. today was a downer. just only today. the fact that its suppose to be our 2 years. i acutally wanted to celebrate it but instead 2 years of close friendship, but you had plans. ,annn, and i requested off this day. blehhhhhhh, but that was a while back when i requested it off so its ok i guess...
well in the afternnon it was a perfect nice warm day.
i didnt do much thats for sure.
i stayed at fowler for HOURS. just sitting there, looking the view, thinking of the good times.
it as all overwhelming.
so i went to my car drove to lanardees. open my sun roof. layed the chair back.
perfect sing playing all over agin: "if it means alot to you"
and other sad songs but deep ass songs.
amazing what a song can really make u feel.
layed for hours too.
i needed this day to cleanse and just be by myself.
gotaa keep my head up.