so this one tiny pill that makes everyone happy.

idk.
this situation is..
well lets must say i see two side of this story.
and i experienced two sides of this story.
now i feel like im very hesitant, just because my bad experience.
but i feel like its ok to do it once in a while.
but hearing everyone how they do it all the time..
i feel like they rely on that pill to be happy.
and thats how ppl get addicted to it.
thats why i love how me and my bro had a serious/bonding talk.
i mean dont get me wrong its amazing and great, but i dont want that pill to affect my life as much.
i dont want to find happiness from a pill.
i want a different expeirence.
but i just feel like everyone goes through that phase anyways.
what a crazy world getting into drugs.
yikes! =S
honestly im devoting and promising myself to not be so into it.
i cant do that to myself.
i want to do more of outdoor activities and such.
like hiking. snowboarding... idk, im pretty boring person -__- lmao.
but hey im working on it.
trying to let loose and live a little. but i cant not with all this stress im getting from family, school, and work.
anyways im just talking nonsense now. but all im saying is: be careful and TRUST someone that will take care of you. and be careful!
oh, yeah its official. im going to Popsicle. =P