my dream

they day before i had this dream, i was so mad at my dad.
my dream:
my dad was dying/hurting.. hes in the floor. me and my bro were there. he said go call 911 go call help.
i couldnt find the phone, kinda panicing, and i told jeff to find the phone, he couldnt find one either..
dad says "look at you two patherti, you cant even help.."
then it hit me, i just stood there, with a blank face, stading, watching my dad suffer...
it was crazy.