dear john.

I cried. :'(

full time student.
2 jobs.
EXHAUSTED.

history.

fuck you.
I'm trying so hard to understand you. but it's soooooooooooooo hard. all these weird names. gods. vocabs. your driving me crazy. everyone atleast har some background info. but me, hell no! worst subject ever :(
so stressed out

caffeine and coffee

adrenaline kicked in.
so sad to be addicted.

i miss having a someone.
i miss having a boyfriend.
i miss being happy.
flashbacks & moments are just running through like a movie in my mind.
damnit, why cant i sleep.
staying up all night just makes me lonely and sad.
i miss him.
i miss kisses.
i miss holding hands.
i miss leaning against your body.
i miss your touch.
i miss your trust.
i miss intimacy.
i miss laying in bed & staring at your eyes.
i felt beautiful, and now im slipping.

when your your mind is telling you to sleep.. but ur body won't.
fuck! why cant u sleep? have a whole day ahead of me tomorrow -__-

good citizen

it feels good to help someone out.
so here i am cleaning the outside of dish n dash.
and i see a wallet.
i take a good 30 second stare and pick it up.
in my head:
" now, you can either walk away with it not knowing anyone knew u saw it and keep the money and everything. OR
turn it in to my manager and wait.
i decided that i couldnt take that guilt and take it from someone.
literally, HELLA $$$$
but i cant. i just cant.
so i gave it to my manager.
sonner or later, the guy comes back and looks for it.
thanks me sooo much that he gives me $20 tip.
at first i didnt even want that either..
but he insisted and repeated himself like 10 times to get it.
so i got $20 but im so lucky because i need it for gas.

AWKWARD.

do you follow your heart or head?

such a good show!
 love it

gonna be a long night ahead of me.
work from 530-930 - dish n dash.
head to gmall. work from 10-3am.
and then SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP in.

my dorky blob sister.
HAH.

first day of school.

came to my conclusion that I need to watch lion kong 3D. it was my favorite childhood Disney movie. and just right now I was just singing the hakun Matata song randomly.

who wantsto watch it with me maybe tomorrow????
:(

whoa! i just got mind fucked with this.
EXACTLY!

a guy who has style.,

daniel: "youre getting thick.."

i look at myself...

wahhhhh! i have thunder thigh :O

all you smokers out there!!!
lol. jk,
i dont smoke alot.

i think i wanna replicate this painting in a way.

love the skin contacts.
it feels really good.

ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i miss the softness of your lips.

speechless.
D:
but cute.

fuck gas

I literally like filled u up two days ago and I'm down half a tank already?!? what the efffffffff man!

gonna design my next tattoo!
 :D
in need of a new one.
moms reaction was funny.
mom laughs and then touches it.
" oh, is that real?"
i chuckled.
i guess she dont mind (:
next tattoo!

"Say my name, say my name If no one is around you, say "baby I love you" If you ain't runnin' game"

                                                       - destinys child.

pandora,

youre doing a good job.
omfg, exhausted and hot.
and i cant imagine later at the restaurant.
X(
im gonna die. not to mention the boss is gonna be there. omfg. im done.
the yelling is gonna begin...
idk why hes such a douche.

"you're a michaels hoarder!" - sister

omg I ain't gonna lie, I am!! I can't help it that theres sales everywhere! hahahah. -__- atleast it's not clothes. geez!

"sugar sugar.. dah dah dah dah dum dum ooOoo hottie hottie. dah dah dah dah dum dum. you are my candy girllllllllll!"

Mann, the one thing I wanted to keep out of everything.. -____-
well, can't do anything bout it now.
hmmm!!!
but yeah it does have a deep meaning to it, so it's understandable.

hot.

kekekee

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

gus gus

ewwww.
kekekek

not to be cocky but i make awesome beads..
oh yeah.
what a success for bead making today.

Ugly & evil Poe! ^__^

yeah buddy!
tonight is gonna be fun!