Monday, January 31, 2011

10 reasons to smile.

  1. It makes you attractive.
  2. It changes your mood.
  3. It is contagious.
  4. It relieves stress.
  5. It boosts your immune system.
  6. It lowers your blood pressure.
  7. It releases endorphins, natural pain killers and serotonin - natural antidepressant.
  8. It lifts the face and makes you look younger.
  9. It makes you seem successful.
  10. It helps you stay positive.
when im honestly not hanging out with you.story of my life right there... 


i dont get them anymore... but it was cute while it lasted. it made my mornings and the thought of you thinking of me in the morning.
et(manager): fo5oooo!
me: what? do u mean fa showwwww!? HAHAHA
DIS-A-FUCKEN-POINTED

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Saturday, January 29, 2011

FUCK YOU!
fisrt, one gives the dumbest advice ever.
the other, uhhh very sarcastic and dont give a shit.
you know what.. i dont give a shit to you either! 
" oh were best friends"
oh really?!? i didnt know best friends dont give a shit.
im done. seriously done. no more me being the nice girl.
if you guys dont wanna be my friend, then fine... go find someone else.
because i dont want to waste my time. i need to find mt true friends.
friends that would ask how are you doing everyday. friends that will stick with you. friends that you feel that they CARE. 
i just need a friend.
and no, im not talking about you.
its raymond and karl.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

i would like to thank you for being there, well kinda, you dont really talk to me much. but yes being there for me. i hope you still will. i would like to tell you in person in the right moment though. but you changed me for the better... ill continue later im tired lol.
i hate my room now. its just every since u dumped me i feel like the room is dead now. your took apart of it with you.
i have to admit. your kisses today were.... AMAZING! you really dont kiss like that before.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

i like how everyone smokes weed like nothing in this area...
i think all of u guys are stupid!
yeah i said that!
im not going to do that. fuck trying! ughhh! cant believe i even considered it.
u guys have fun with that?
i can have fun w/ hanging out and talking to....him. but if you may ask i like to enjoy talking to you. yeah im talking to you, the main reader of this blog.
well my best friend now right?
but i dont get how im not good enough for you? why did you fall out of love with me?

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

i hate how ppl say that '"oh he'll come back to you..."
NO bitch, hes not. youre just getting my hopes up for what? so i can get hurt again??ughhh, im so angry. angry that i couldnt fix us. how i didnt put more effort into our relationship. how it had to end like this! WHAT THE FUCK!
i feel like we are not as close anymore... that sucks.
im soooo bummmmmmed out once again. =(
i just .. idk, i dont get how your are perfectly fine. how theres no emotions in you. did you just wanna get rid of me for a while now? i feel like you dont want to see my presence.
=( i just want to be really close. thats all im asking?

Sunday, January 23, 2011

omg my life as liz is coming back!! yesss! yesss! yesss! something that i can actually look forward to in february.
"youre careless"
          -mom

wow, thanks... omg, idk, the people i love... these make me want to stay distance..
again, this makes me feel alone. im all by myself. i have no support. 

i feel like rachel! =(
ALLLLLLLLL OVER
ahhhhhhhh!
this is harder than i thought.
how can i be so STUPID!
im making a fool out of myself. i feel sooo dumb.
i wish i was draming... because i dont want to be back in this stupid reality
its so hard to not cuddle, touch you, be the way i am with you.

it sucks even more because i have no one to go to. i obviously cant tell you because youre that person. how can i tell you how i feel when its about you.
this is sooooo hard =(
gotta keep my head up, its not like your gone and you disappeared. but i hope we can stay close as we were before...

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Friday, January 21, 2011

effin sucks to be broke.....
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

my dad listens to bruno mars?!?!
  • Over 33% felt their partner would not have been attracted to them if they hadn't been wearing makeup when they met
  • The average woman waits 2.5 months before going makeup-less in front of her partner
  • 14% of women get out of bed early to put on makeup before their partner wakes up
  • Six in 10 women will not go to work without makeup
  • Nearly 25% believe they would be ignored for a promotion if they didn't wear makeup
  • 37% think their managers would assume they didn’t take care of themselves
poe's cousins!!
ohh godddd
yeah bitchhhh! 
i hope i dont see u in pho. -___-
but then again, i really dont care. MWHAHAHAH
HELLLAAA BOMBBBBB especially with extra caramel