Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I live our class discussions...
topic: communication between men and women.
man, interesting as fuck.
from emotions. pressures. stereotypes. alpha. beta.
made me realize that I honestly cant impress a guy. and that they can't change me.
teacher: "ladies if they don't like you.. they'll find it in someone else. it goesthe same way for guys. someone is gonna ACCEPT you for WHO you are. everything... doesn't matter about your standards or insecurities... they won't care. and that's you're true friend."
god when she said that, I literally dropped my pencil and was like "fuckkkkkkkkkkkk. amen!"
ain't nothing sexier than to see a cute ass white guy with my style. not to mention, in a coffee shop. holy mother of god
who can pull off a cupcake beanie like me?

Saturday, January 28, 2012

if someone couldn't keep their mouth shut.. it wouldn't be like this.
-__- one thing bad about you.
now I don't want to be home.
and mom needs to chillax like seriously. something bad about you.
all this negative vibe.
why do u think I'm so negative?
god.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

their style and all there hair in that video though...
this is so edgardo all over. HAH.
like the style but her hair is too big.
"Ohh, it's not the first time, but this one really carved it in.
Tell your new friends that no one knows you like I do.
It's over. I wanna see you again. I wanna feel it again."

god, the conversations that me and Daniel have.

i love it.
now got me thinking Bout college and where im gonna be.
I'm scared but at the same time I just want to succeed. i want to live the life.
that stuck feeling again.
I'm very proud of my sister for goin to state now. she changed within a year. no matter how long it took her, atlases she didn't drop out...
my brother on the other hand... idk. he needs to get serious soon.
me. same boat. I just don't know where to go and what I want.

talk about slap in the face..

if ur depressed don't take shot out on me. u the one that texted me first?
these Asians... hella lit.
-__-

headache.

"well be fine"- drake.

word.
god this nigga, always smell like weed.
I forgot to pick up my blunts today. damn it. and I was suppose to smoke with my coworkers today.

Monday, January 23, 2012

i wanna learn how to dance. :P
im determined to know how to shuffle by EDC.
i think girls like this are hot.
not no bra and panty with heels and short ass dresses with cupcake face.

story of every relationship?

i cant take anything seriously right now.

so please..

since your saying I dont have any strengths. this is my strength asshole,

my strength is that I would care for someone more than me. I would dedicate my love and care. I love making the man feel comfortable. I love giving him the hair rubbing massages. skin to skin contact all over upper body . massage your thighs to have that tingly feeling. drown u with my kisses. god.. no one appreciates that.
fuck guys.
you're so cute when u do those little kisses.
night night time.
cuddle sess?
yes.

a year ago,

i was officially heart broken. i still rememeber the place. i wont forget what happened that night. its always gonna be on my mind. but i cant always see it as a negative thing. its more of a learning experience. im glad that we both have a better understanding now. i forgot that its been a year now. WOW, felt like 3 months ago. and its funny cas when daniel hanged out with me, he pointed out this album and asked what was it and i said it was a whole album about us. and i was looking through it and it made me have a smile in my face. we had alot of nice pics and memorable. it would be a big fat waste if i threw it away. i dont want to make a speech, but no regrets. im surprised that were even mutual and chill. but u never know what will happen. as of right now, im content.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

what a fucken game.
smh.
when I spilled it I was like "fuckkkkkkkkkkkk, I'm screwed."
lol.
dad: where's ur mom? call her.
texted my mom.
"dad is calling u and asking where u are."
mom: why?

lol idk. hahaha exactly! who cares. ^__^ u do you!
-__-
no one wants to watch the miners game with me. well my dad but talk about awkward.
coffee. sweats. sweater. chill day.
love crew sweaters! idc if its guys. i can rock it better! ;D