this is harder than i thought.
how can i be so STUPID!
im making a fool out of myself. i feel sooo dumb.
i wish i was draming... because i dont want to be back in this stupid reality
its so hard to not cuddle, touch you, be the way i am with you.

it sucks even more because i have no one to go to. i obviously cant tell you because youre that person. how can i tell you how i feel when its about you.
this is sooooo hard =(